I don't wanna wait // Project 365 // Day 158

"When we got home, I had no doubt
I went to the bathroom to freshen up
I threw too many back, I laid her down
He couldn't get it up, so I just passed out"

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Conspiracy // Project 365 // Day 157

"Satellites and spooks, they're watching over us
There ain't no one out there we can trust
I'm telling you man there must be some conspiracy
The Pentagon, the Kremlin, 

it's all the same don't you see?"

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Neptune // Project 365 // Day 155

I have the
oceans soul

I want
everthing
and nothing
in harmony

I am
Chaos

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Forgive Yourself // Project 365 // Day 154

Forgive yourself for not knowing better at the time. Forgive yourself for giving away your power. Forgive yourself for past behaviours. Forgive yourself for the survival patterns and trait you picked up whilst enduring trauma. Forgive yourself for being who you needed to be.

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Checkpoint Charlie // Project 365 // Day 153

Berlin is a city that is full of history. Checkpoint Charlie is a really fascinating area that has a checkpoint and actor dressed in uniform to give a feel of what it was like.

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June Goals // Project 365 // Day 152

universe hear me roar...

- attend 2 spin classes

- attend a new fitness class

- finish a book

- create a summer bucket list

- edit travel vlogs

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Built // Project 365 // Day 151

When May began I put a list of 5 goals into the ethos hoping it would push me to achieve them. I managed two... So I will push forward in June and manage my time better.

May was a whirl wind. It was brilliant, exciting and full of fun. But I feel like i’ve Lived life on fast-forward all month.

Rome wasn’t built in a day... the years at the half way mark. I’m about to end my time on yet another spin round the sun. There’s still time to do all the things.

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The Days Behind and The Days Ahead // Project 365 // Day 150

I haven't had two days off in a row in a little while the last time I had consecutive days off was when I fucked off to Berlin for a couple of days.

I forget how refreshing it can be to not worry about work. Though my days have been filled there filled with things I enjoy doing.

I go back to work tomorrow and my next lot of days off I will be in Budapest which excites me more than I can say.

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Big and Small Problems // Project 365 // Day 149

When it comes to truth and justice, there is no distinction between small and big problems
- Albert Einstein

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Boring // Project 365 // Day 148

Never be afraid to try something new
Because life gets boring when you
Stay within the limits of what you already know

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See What You Could Become // Project 365 // Day 146

May is in its final moments. We are about to wrap up on another month and enter what year on year becomes my true favourite month June.

May though has been a truly cathartic month and I have embraced the glorious mess that I am and said fuck it enough times that everything seems to be alright.

Life has  a funny way of working out when you least expect it to.

Personal growth comes from the places you weren’t trying to find it.

And you’ll see what you could become when the universe decides

Work In Progress // Project 365 // Day 145

To stand the test of time 

You’ve got to be a work in progress 

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Life on the Move // Project 365 // Day 144

I think life of best spent on the move.
The static feel of the day.
Has left me crazy.
Looking for more

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Places // Project 365 // Day 143

There are so many more places to explore. I’m looking up plane tickets and thinking let’s go.

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There are Moments that the Words don’t reach // Project 365 // Day 142

One of the best things about travel is that you will encounter some truly sobering experiences.

I had planned to go to the Memorial to the Murdered Jews during my time in Berlin but as it happened I ended up coming across it walking somewhere else. And the magnitude of it truly hit me.

The concrete slabs sit at different heights, whilst the ground also sloops. There’s order and anarchy to it.

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Sometimes // Project 365 // Day 141

Sometimes you just need an adventure
To cleanse the bitter taste of life from your soul

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Berlin // Project 365 // Day 140

grey skies won’t stop us

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change // Project 365 // Day 139

The point of change isn’t to make yourself  happy. The point of change is to grow, to show up for yourself, to express yourself, to be an example of what is possible, to test the limits, to have new experiences. You can be happy and grateful for where you are and and still choose to change everything, just because you want to

- Sam Laura Brown

Don’t Take Your Life For Granted // Project 365 // Day 137

One of the things that my 48 trip to Berlin taught me. Was that I take my life for granted, I live like stuff will happen eventually, that the universe will align and everything will work itself out.

When instead I should be doing the work, to change my life to what I want it to resemble. This trip was one of the first steps. To be able to run away for little while, see a new city, go to a gig. It was easy really. Less than three weeks from thought to fruition.

So the next step is to do it more.

Life is not a guarantee. We don’t know when that bus is coming. So do what makes you happy. Live for the moment. Get out of toxic situations and get on a plane. Let your feet hit foreign pavements.

Stop waiting to live your life. Stop waiting for the moment to be right. Stop waiting.

Don’t take your life for granted. Look back and be able to say at least you did it, at least you tried.

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Push the Boundaries // Project 355 // Day 136

This trip has been a massive push of my boundaries. 

In a hostel where I am in a ten bunk room I am the only female. We all say a casual hi but don’t interact much so it’s fine. But if you had told me that would be my reality before living it I wouldn’t have. I wouldn’t have even contemplated it. 

I have surpassed the fears I suffered of eating alone. 

It’s been a navigation of who I thought I was and who I want to be. Where I find myself in this middle ground. 

Two days and a lot of thoughts can make you refigure a lot.... Apparently 

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