Start As You Mean To Go On // 365 Project // Day 4

Today on the fourth day of the year I have surpassed the amount of times that I posted altogether last year, start as you mean to go on and all that.

This photo was taken in York on Christmas day... that's my dad other family members a few paces in front of him. The scenery near my aunts house was something else... spending time with my dad at Christmas was priceless, this is the first time we had woken up in the same house on Christmas day since I was 11.

I've mentioned 2018 was weird.

When I thought about challenging myself with this project in the final few weeks of the year I was excited and eager to start. Now in these meh days of early year where I don't feel quite started or accomplished I struggle with how I will survive through it.

But I'm doing this for me, the me that was inspired over Christmas, enamoured with country sides I hadn't visited in years.

xoxo

And life resumes // 365 project // Day 2

Last year after I rang in the New Year I felt protected by this little happiness bubble that I had created. I was in awe of the fireworks, fairy lights and being with my friends. I was so optimistic that I was about to have the best year.

That didn't pan out. 2018 was a bumpy ride with a lot of negatives especially once the year hit the mid way mark and just seemed to keep spiralling from there.

I have entered 2019 with a less optimistic mindset but none the less I am determined  to have a great year. Though the year is only on day two I already feel like Christmas (this pic was taken Christmas day in York) and New years happened weeks ago. And last year I was in June feeling like I had just celebrated New Years.

So its definitely a new year, with a new feel.

Life really seems to have just resumed, there seemed to be no stopping really. I definitely miss living off the back of a new year high, but hopefully self-motivation will be the key. I'm taking a long weekend this week to get a break from work so that should help me get on track.

xoxo