You have to put yourself first sometimes.
The last few weeks for me have been mainly positive, I’m working on me for me.
I think when you’re doing well after a bad spell people can forget the work that was put in to get to the place you’re in.
An opportunity has arisen at work where a lot of people are asking if I’m going to do it. And my honest answer that comes from the most I’ve accepted my path and my place is no.
I struggled a few times with setbacks from the same opportunity and when I finally got to a place of what I thought was healing I threw myself into the same hurt expecting different outcomes.
And though I acknowledge this positive place I’m living in and that I have changed and grew from the experience. I’m not prepared to jeopardise where I am on this journey.
I sacrificed a lot over the years for thankless tasks in a role that does have enough of a pay rise to make it worth it.
I’m finally in a place where I have the confidence to go out into the world again. And I’m working hard to retain that.
xoxo
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