I suppose I should say thank you
When you exited my life I didn’t notice, there was no gaping you shaped hole in the space where you left. It felt like nothing had changed at all.
When I found out, in the midst of what felt like nothing but losing people from my life I wanted to try and keep all who remained. But why fight for something that you didn’t want to be a part of and I didn’t miss.
Instead of spiralling into another reactionary period. Negative thoughts spreading. That had become so much of my last year.
You became my realisation. My recovery.
If a tree falls in the Forrest and nobody is there to hear it does it even make a sound.
If a person leaves your life and you didn’t notice. Were they really in it.
I’ll miss you, but what I really miss is a past that no longer exists. And the person you aspired to be. And I can’t wait anymore.
Not when you deem me so dispensable
I’m happy with the memories.
I’ll see you about.
Maybe say Hey...
xoxo
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