Where You Lead I Will Follow You // Project 365 // Day 292

Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead

To the woman who brought me in this world and has since guided me through it. To know I can confess and confide in you. To know there is no judgement. To know we have grown to be friends. Pleases me greatly when I see what other outcomes there can be, we're lucky. 

Thank you for showing me strength, patience and resilience. To know that not every person will appear in every chapter, to cut ties when needed and always know yourself and stand up for yourself.

Where you lead I will follow. 

xoxo

the music plays // Project 365 // Day 274

To all my friends
You'll find your way
Some summer night I hope I see you again

xoxo 

A Thank You to You // Project 365 // Day 128

Another open letter that I can’t send so here we go universe;

I suppose I should say thank you 

When you exited my life I didn’t notice, there was no gaping you shaped hole in the space where you left. It felt like nothing had changed at all. 

When I found out, in the midst of what felt like nothing but losing people from my life I wanted to try and keep all  who remained.  But why fight for something that you didn’t want to be a part of and I didn’t miss. 

Instead of spiralling into another reactionary period. Negative thoughts spreading. That had become so much of my last year. 

You became my realisation. My recovery. 

If a tree falls in the Forrest and nobody is there to hear it does it even make a sound. 

If a person leaves your life and you didn’t notice. Were they really in it. 

I’ll miss you, but what I really miss is a past that no longer exists. And the person you aspired to be. And I can’t wait anymore.

Not when you deem me so dispensable 

I’m happy with the memories. 

I’ll see you about. 

Maybe say Hey... 

xoxo

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Are Ye Askin? // Project 365 // Day 114

... Am askin... Am dancing...

xoxo

Mostly Harmless // Project 365 // Day 63

Mostly harmless is how I feel most days. 

Trying to do my best and not always succeeding.

Like a boat bobbling on the water. Just floating on by. 

Water surrounding you could sink you in a minute 

But it also keeps you a float 

Mostly harmless 

xoxo

30 Days Vegan Challenge | Life Change

 On the 10th of January I started a life change, ready to start healthy habits again... for the millionth time. I decided to go vegan, to rid myself of temptation of my deadly sins (cadburys dairy milk and ben and jerry's ice cream) all set to go, I wasn't exactly optimistic about the whole ordeal.

Along the way I had my moments, wavering moments of temptation, but when I saw the results on the scale I knew I was doing amazing, and what was totally best for my body.

Some of the hardest moments is when I had to grab something quick making sure it was ok to eat can be a time consuming task, which is my preparation really works

in your favour if you are going to try a life change such as this.

I found out things about myself along the way, such as; I like kale smoothies (LOVE 'EM INFACT), my willpower is stronger than I ever had thought it could be, I feel so much better in myself and really love the changes. And most importantly I gained a really positive attitude to something that I wasn't overly excited about in the beginning.

I would defiantly do it again as I felt the benefits after the first week, just feeling brighter and more positive in myself than I had before.